The past One year and 2 months have seen many ups and downs for myself. I've had a good share of fun times, as well having really dark moments in my life.
I'm enjoying my work, getting a good salary and making ends meet. On the other hand, my social is now officially at level Zero. It no longer exist!
My parents are happy, my sister got married, and I have never been more proud to have been a part of this.
While I smile at this, I wonder, what about my life? It has been in shambles for far to long, and everytime I try to mend things, it gets worse. Maybe I am doin wrong? I have tried to be diplomatic, fight back, negotiate, but nothing seems to be working. The only option that would make things happy for the pther party, is if I were to completely surrender.
And by complete surrender is to give up my job and work for their choice of company, no going out with any friends, no facebooking, no meeting my parents or sister, giving full control of my wages over.
and its not something I want.
