11/02/2012 1031PM

Back.

Remembered that I do in fact have a blog.

Which most likely hates me.

Alot.

I can make alot of excuses as to why I keep failing to update, but lets be honest.
1. Lazy
2. Not Bothered.
3. Forgot

Jeez.

Lets hope I actually do blog more often from now on!

Jeez!!!

I truly am bad at blogging!! I really need a dummy's guide to proper blogging and actually blog often n not just randomly every now n then. Well, last posting in Feb and it's now... Nov!! Jeez!! It really has been that long!! But things have changed n alot if things have happen n changes had to happen in order for me to survive n be a better person!! But more of that later on. I've also lost alot of weight n am able to fit back into 2 XL clothes, from 4 XL!! Which is a wonderful achievement for me!! But later on that as well!

Reflections

The past One year and 2 months have seen many ups and downs for myself. I've had a good share of fun times, as well having really dark moments in my life.

I'm enjoying my work, getting a good salary and making ends meet. On the other hand, my social is now officially at level Zero. It no longer exist!

My parents are happy, my sister got married, and I have never been more proud to have been a part of this.

While I smile at this, I wonder, what about my life? It has been in shambles for far to long, and everytime I try to mend things, it gets worse. Maybe I am doin wrong? I have tried to be diplomatic, fight back, negotiate, but nothing seems to be working. The only option that would make things happy for the pther party, is if I were to completely surrender.

And by complete surrender is to give up my job and work for their choice of company, no going out with any friends, no facebooking, no meeting my parents or sister, giving full control of my wages over.

and its not something I want.

Work Work Work

Started work, finally after so bloody long.

Its hard.
Its tough.
Its really long hours.

But I like it!

The pay is good, and I'm pretty happy overall with everything thus far.
Hence the lack of updates. But hey, at least I am getting paid and not just hanging around doing nothing!

Once Again, I have FAILED!

Yes, its true.

There's just no point in denying it anymore.

I truly suck at blogging.

I always remind myself to update the blog, and yet, I always without fail, Forget!

I need to trade it my brain.

My Luck......Have you seen it?! Part 3

It finally seems to be changing!! Slowly, slowly but so far, I have been abit more luckier than usual.

After a few months of searching for a job, I finally managed to obtain one, with a good telecommunication company that is on the up. The rules and job are hard, but the pay is good.

I just hope my luck holds on, and get my ahead with my job.

The stupid people in banks today 2.

Its been 13 days since the damn bank direct debited money out of my account for an investment program that I did not agree it. So went all the way back to bank, and asked them to refund it..only to have to wait for 2 days cause the officer in charge was out and she didnt even call me back.

So finally after the 2 days, i went to the bank personally, and the lady was not in, so i waited for half an hour. Finally met her, and would you believe it? I was forced to filled out alot of forms to get my money, which the bank took without my consent or forms!! So the bank takes my money just like that, but in order to refund it to me, I must fill in dozens of forms?! Doesnt sound fair does it?

Anyways, after all that, my money was supposed to be banked in...but guess what, it still is not. And now that I am working normal office hours, where am I gonna find the time to head over to the bank and get it back?

I Would be so damn happy if the banks were efficient in all ways, especially when they make a mistake cause all i am notice from my experience is that, when they screw up, they will not admit it until you notice, and they will give you their 5 cents worth of apology which does not mean much, and take so much time to refund your money they took!!!

ahhh...banks. cant live with them, cant live without them.